She is a Blo-ga-a-ho-lic

Close your eyes,
Let me tell you all the reasons why
I think you’re one of a kind.
Here’s to you,
The one that always pulls us through
Always do what you gotta do
You’re one of a kind, thank God you’re mine.

You’re an angel dressed in armour.
You’re the fair in every fight.
You’re my life and my safe harbour,
Where the sun sets every night.
And if my love is blind,
I don’t wanna see the light.

It’s your beauty that betrays you
Your smile gives you away
Cause you’re made of strength and mercy
And my soul is yours to save
I know this much is true,
When my world was dark and blue
I know the only one who rescued me was you

(Chorus)
Close your eyes,
Let me tell you all the reasons why
You’re never gonna have to cry
Because you’re one of a kind.
Yeah, here’s to you,
The one that always pulls us through
You always do what you gotta do, baby
Because you’re one of a kind.

When your love pours down on me
I know I’m finally free
So I tell you gratefully,
Every single beat in my heart
Is yours to keep.

(Chorus)
Close your eyes,
Let me tell you all the reasons why, baby
You’re never gonna have to cry, baby
Because you’re one of a kind.
Yeah, here’s to you,
You’re the one that always pulls us through
You always do what you gotta do, baby
Because you’re one of a kind.

You’re the reason why I’m breathing
With a little look my way
You’re the reason that I’m feeling
It’s finally safe to stay.

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It didn’t take him months, weeks or days to think when he offer to buy me a Lindy, (you may think the man doesn’t know the price tag) but when comes to gadgets, he goes through every single things from price, size, function and other details. So when I tell you he bought a ILC and it is a SONY, trust me, he did a lot of “research” before getting it.

Here is his write up : http://www.beyondbracket.com/2014/03/07/sony-nex-3n-interchangeable-lens-camera/

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最近朋友们都很关心我的近况,觉得我好像患上忧郁症,纷纷给我PM。 谢谢你们,前几周我的心情是有点低潮,可是现在的生活很开心,他让我很觉得很幸福。是自己的自卑心作祟,有时候让大家都难过。感恩他的包容、宠爱、迁就。

当然,我也有疑惑的时候。当我鼓气勇气问他过去的一些,我其实是害怕的,是很害怕,怕他是不是不爱我了?可我得到自己希望的答案。他是对的,他说我是真的,因为我是真实的、是他选的、是他想的、是他思念的,由始至终,我是他唯一一个想常伴厮守的。他说我们不可能会分开,他说他从来没想过,他说不可能有那么一天,我说一个人不可能在同个时候,心里有另一个人,他赞同我的说法,不然,说了有的感情或爱,怎可能在一夜之间像MH370那样,消失了?所以,他以前爱我,现在也还一直是爱我的。中间的小插曲,他说应该是感觉搞错了,可能迷糊了,所以不拒绝,才会让对方越陷越深。我是多希望让这位太太知道,男人是不会拒绝的。我不笨,我当然知道让人取悦的感觉很好,我们相认识到相爱、到结婚到有小孩,都超过十年的光阴,我会不了解他吗?所以我一直也认为是我做的不够好,我不是一个好内人,我很恨自己。只是我纳闷,为什么那位太太会如此主动?难道她不知道向一位爸爸示爱是错的?这样会伤害到很多人?向其他男人投怀送抱是不对的?我言重了,应该是连发根都没碰过。那就是他,从来都不会去沾人便宜,难道这个“好”也是错?他的好,是众所皆知的,难道好到让她忘了她的家人 ?好到忘了他的太太?忘了我们家的康?

尽管如此,我还是很感恩,我们彼此要从新开始、要比以前更相爱。也因为这样,咱们的感情进步了,大家对彼此有更多的包容和体贴。让我有重新被疼爱的幸福,这份爱是比以前更强烈,还让我觉得他开始溺爱我了,所以他说的没错,她的出现不是没有原因,我在感恩的同时,还是希望她也可以回到属于她的地方,找回他们之间的爱。唯有如此,她才可以彻底的忘了他,因为我们现在真的很幸福,我很想让她知道,很希望她已经重拾心情,并且了解我的心景,将心比心,不要再伤害我了,我真的不想看到她的名字出现在屏幕上,不要什么再见亦是朋友,just remember to practice what you preach. 我身为太太,就只能话说到此。

我自己连做梦都没想过,自己之前面对的问题,种种的压力和打击,是非笔墨所能形容的。瞬间跌到谷底的我,尝到茶饭不思、连夜难眠的苦,到了现在,每隔几晚就会发噩梦,一直都是跌下山崖,那种“扎醒”的感觉好让人害怕,我害怕黑夜,害怕那漫长的黑夜,害怕一个人在家,害怕眼泪不由自主的淌下,更害怕他知道。难熬的那几周,我憔悴了,衣服从 size 8下到现在的 size 4。朋友还以为我用了什么法宝在减肥,我心里,是很想吃,我已经很累了,我真的很想睡。

他不知道,我其实很介怀以前他说我们之间没有chemistry, 我常问,那干嘛还在一起啊?人太好了呗?终于,在上个周末,这位大好人好像是说:”it is 8 years late but never too late.” 我那时很欣慰,脸上的笑,是打从心里笑出来的。他还说,他觉得我们之间是RENEW, 我只知道不是每个人都有机会再重来一次,尤其是感情这碼事。我很感激他,让我再一次学着如何做一位好老婆,好妈妈。执子之手与子皆老, 我现在就希望在这漫长的道路上,我们可以携手一起走过每一个路口,互相扶持,互相尊重,不管发生什么是都不要放弃对方。我一直也没跟他说,其实在你要我当你女朋友的那天开始,我就已经认定你了。

谢谢一位萍水相逢的妈妈,让她让我有勇气把自己的心情写下来,让自己走出这个大框框,现在的我心情真的平复很多了。我希望我是放下了,我希望给这件事画上一个句号,很感激身旁一直鼓励我的好姐妹、好朋友。在我最失落的时候,陪我聊天喝茶,给我勇气,教我相信。我希望在天上的爸爸不知道,这样他就不会伤心、不会哭。感谢我的他,如果没有他的陪伴、呵护、安慰、体谅和最重要的承诺,我不会这么快好起来,感谢他让我感到欣慰,感谢他说他还不够爱我、疼我、宠我。我们常教孩子无论在做任何事,尽量不要影响他人,我也该以身作则,让自己释怀,让过去都过去,让自己重新开始。

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Minced meat, cheese, eggs and wraps, put them together and we have quesadilla for dinner. A big kiss on Asher’s cheek, he eats a few pieces without asking for his favourite rice or noodles.

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This was one of the giveaway/lucky draw I took part in December last year and the result was announced in Jan. I was very lucky to have won 4x Cat 1 tickets to watch The Snow Dragon, not only that, the prize comes with hamper worth $30, there are books, CDs and toys. Asher was over the moon when he saw them.

As usual, I would look out for the book and share the story with Asher prior to the show date. I personally like the storyline a lot, it relates so much. Our children nowadays have everything they need and everything they want, but these are never enough for them, so when Billy was told about the legendary Snow Dragon, who would bring him even more goodies during the night, he did everything to pleas the Snow Dragon. But when Billy bumped into some wolves in the woods, somehow they taught him how to escape from being eaten by them. Oh yes, he is a goat, by the way. He escaped, of course, for being nice to his friends. And at the end, he got something from the Snow Dragon.

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The performance was wonderful and the boys enjoyed so much. This was Ben’s virgin play and I was so glad he didn’t tell me it was boring. Yeah, the man doesn’t enjoy stage show as much as we do but I’m glad this play changes his views.

The Snow Dragon trailer :

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The one who doesn’t like prawn finished everything in the plate and requested me to cook this frequently. I’m grateful, not because I can cook, it is because I have a husband who appreciates me and my cooking.

At some point in our marriage, I have fallen out of love with my dearie husband. Well, people do change all the time. When I say change, it doesn’t mean I don’t or I stop loving him, I have always cared for him and respected him, okay, maybe I did forget to show love and respect sometimes, what I meant is that I have fallen out of “passionate love” with him, for a very very long period. It is not healthy, I know.

But thank God, (yes, for once, I believe in God.) I fallen back in and I’m so in love with him now. I feel that we are like new love birds again except the kid part, we know there is no rewind button for that. I almost forgot how it was like 10 years ago. Now, I’m glad and blessed to be able to spend my day and I enjoy every single moment with him. How silly, a simple short text message can bring smile on my face and I lost count how many time I look at the clock until he knocks off daily.

On the other hand, I really thank my family (from the bottom of my heart) for your support and time to take care of Asher on our “couple day(s)”, we put the kid behind our minds and enjoy our night(s) together.

Happy Valentine’s Day, my dear. Thank you for loving me and taking my nonsense for the past 12 years. I promise, I will try my very best to be your good wife (and no more nonsense).

So, do I think it’s possible to fall in love with the same person twice or more? Absolutely YES !

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